Sunday, July 17, 2005
Each day passed without much results in life.
"I just can't keep the wait now. My patience wanes and I yearn. I'm going crazy with these nightmares I've been having, and also my hope fades without any particular reason. Despair? Desperation? I don't think so. It's more like, concern. As hopeless as I am now, I worry that I'll lose you, and that I don't know what is going on in your life. I worry too much as you can cope, yet I worry as I am concerned. Instead of rising to break the surface of water, I felt like I had been tied and pulled down even further."
scribbled this at 3:52 pm by kS
