Sunday, February 20, 2005
Part 2
Written this while listening to Ge Qian by Jay Zhou.
I can't keep my normal front anymore, it hurts too much to look at you with my faked smile, with this pretended feeling I felt more of betraying you then of trying not to hurt you. I want to look and talk to you with me, myself, I. Yet it hurts, even to get close to you, it hurts to think of you, but why?
scribbled this at 3:25 pm by kS